Wednesday, April 4, 2012
i cant let myself stay.. i could feel the pain again.. tat is hurting.. guys.. i am sorry since u guys want t fight i gt t leave... i had suffer for 8mths... enough..i hatred it... bye
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6:04 AM
my mind is freaking confused nw!! i didnt wat t react and how t react.. i hatred when my excomm fight.. i really dun wan this t happen.. bt no one want t listen t me.. i started t lost the interest in it, the passion...honestly,when i was nt chose t be chairmen, i told myself i am a failure i even be the chairmen... so wat for i am chose t be the vicechairmen?!!!!! i hatred myself tooo... i didnt know wat to do.. i feeel leaving nw.. i could the pain again ... i dunwan the way i am nw ... sorry bt i have t leave.. maybe i might die ltr ... i duno... i cried and cried... i hatred everything.. i am useless,i cant do anything..
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6:01 AM
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
finally.. back to blog... time flies .. really hope tat everything can restart again ..my result went down , badly down... my frenship turn very bad ... i really hope tat i can start over again.. let me strive for the best .. ppl around envy for wat i had got for myself , but really very sad ... i cannot accept the truth .. i was dominated to the camp co for sec one oritation next year, i should be happy ... but the sub com dun really give me the support ....i always tell myself tat i can made it, jux do my best for it and i will sucess but... i want t be the head councillor next year .. so no matter anything turns wrong .. i will try to solve it... i will do my best for it ..i was thinking when writing just now.. wat wrong with my frenship ,is it cos i dun treasure it ??> no! it is cos ppl dun treasure miii ... they are jux thinking of themselves... i think for them and i care for them ...but wat they had done for mii.... ? nothing, serious nothing...! stop showing off... you wan to win miii i let you be.. but let mi tell you... i willl buck up and i will not lose you... understand... bitch...!!
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9:07 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2010
sometimes i think tat wat i do is pointless .. sometimes feeling tat i am useless .. i can't even do sometime right .. can i be a leader who will inspriting the classmate of mine .. my answer is dunno but wat i can say is wat i do pls give me sometimes i will proved tat i can do it .. one day i will the person who stand on the stage to give a talk i will definitely give myself a chance to do it christy koh jun qin is the one who insprite me thank a lot ..
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5:43 AM
today science lesson suddenly headache feeling like going to faint .. nowaday i feel so tired i feel like i wan to give up all my success and problem .. i wan myself only i dun wan to live for someone everytime i saw the success of someone i feel like winning the person i know i can do it cos i got try before .. but when u try u wil meet failure i hate being failure all i goal is to aim for the first for eveything .. my studies, council , sport all i wan to aim for .. i believe tat i can do it trust me ... the feel of success is so pro it made u thik tat u has made it .. i will buck up and strive for my goal.. meiqi woosh
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5:35 AM
Friday, May 14, 2010
today is my birthday thanks to mr gwee,mr loke, yee sin,kelly,sarah liew , and those who wish me birthday i really appreaciate it and those who give me present :yi shuan, sarah , teng boon, jia ern, evangeline, kelly.. thanks again :) i really very happy .. thanks for all the wishing.. thanks christy and kenbe .. ttttttttthhanks...happy birthday to me .. i love the party thanks next year will be better... haha .. thank again to all the ppl who send my wishing in facebook
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2:13 AM
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
seeing the pain yee sin is suffering i feel so sad abt her but i can only see it but cannot help i really feel very bad but sorry yee sin forgives
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12:57 AM